Thursday, September 13, 2007

Lost and Found

Hello out in blog world. I have officially become Lost and Found. Yes it seems I was missing for 21yrs out of my father's side of the family life and they now are overjoyed to have found me. Honestly, I was never missing. I was in BK my whole damn life and ever since my parents divorced when I was 6, i have heard nothing from these people. Not a word, a whisper or fucking carrier pigeon to just say hello. So now after all this time, they wanna play nice. Believe me, i don't mind but I wonder what the ulterior motive is. Someone sick, Someone Dying? what. what could possibly make you look for someone that was never lost to begin with. My response has been cordial and honest. That's how i was raised. and yes I can be truly forthcoming when I want to be. I have experienced too many people fucking with me and my feelings and then when I lash out , then all of a sudden I am too fucking judgemental. FUCK YOU. thats all Peace