Lost and Found

Hello out in blog world. I have officially become Lost and Found. Yes it seems I was missing for 21yrs out of my father's side of the family life and they now are overjoyed to have found me. Honestly, I was never missing. I was in BK my whole damn life and ever since my parents divorced when I was 6, i have heard nothing from these people. Not a word, a whisper or fucking carrier pigeon to just say hello. So now after all this time, they wanna play nice. Believe me, i don't mind but I wonder what the ulterior motive is. Someone sick, Someone Dying? what. what could possibly make you look for someone that was never lost to begin with. My response has been cordial and honest. That's how i was raised. and yes I can be truly forthcoming when I want to be. I have experienced too many people fucking with me and my feelings and then when I lash out , then all of a sudden I am too fucking judgemental. FUCK YOU. thats all Peace

Wondy day Yesterday

Hello out in Blog land. Just wanted to share. I shot with a wonderful Model yesterday I lovingly call my" Super fly Diva" Meagan is amazing and so easy to shoot. She is a natural poser with an amazing spirit. I also got to work with one of my favorite makeup artists Glasslips .. extremely talented young lady. I think the shoot went great but Hey I'm Biased :)

Happy Day

Good Morning Blogland.. I am very giddy these days for various reasons. One , I am engaged . 2, I get to be a bridesmaid in my best friend's wedding, 3, my hunny is here 4) I have found renewed happiness in trying to grow as a person, 5) rekindling old friendships with those I treasure, 6) got new lights to shoot with and last but not least that everyone I know is happy, alive and well. It is amazing when you begin to change yourself for the better and realize that you can change old habits should you choose to and not follow a script

WOO HOO.. So Proud of my 16 yr old Muse

My Lil lovely Bryanna Nicole is making the rounds to the agencies. So far she has done a test for MC2, Has seen Elite( whos wants her to test) and Major loved her. She will be going on open calls tomorrow. I hope she gets signed and starts working right away. She has a wonderful face and great spirit.. GO BRYANNA GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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